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Okai, heres the dealio, I wanted a page, here it is.... why are questions being ask...well no matter, you will learn about me, what makes me tick, then perhaps you will understand, or at least acknowlegde the pain that pulses within me... Here is a poem I call Crying Out, a veiw into my corrupted and hurting soul...
Sitting here I begin to think about, What it really is that I want. That thing, that I can't be without. That thing that I always seem to think about.... That thing is you.
Now as I sit here, anxiously waiting for your call, I wonder why I let myself get this way. Why do I let myself feel this pain. Why can't I be happy just for one whole day?
Now don't think that its your fault. Cause its not, its me. But I was just wondering why I am the way I am, And why you don't seem to notice. Is it because of the distance that separates us? Or are you purposely ignoring what I have come to be?
But you know what. It doesn't matter. Because I will forever wait to feel you beside me.
Some things that I think are pretty nifty
Favorite Band or Musician: Cold, Deftones, and Finger 11, 311, so many can't choose!!!!!! XD
Favorite TV show: Any anime except Hamtaro and hello kitty...... o.O
Favorite movie: Lion King, so what? Imma freak, get over it, I have XD
Favorite book: Newtype Magizine. Yes, not a book, but it is Kick arse!
Favorite sports team: None.... not a sports person
Favorite food: CHEESE! Chocolate! Green Tea...wait, thats a drink..... ::blinks::
My Hobbies I am writer. Writing is the thing that allows some of this pain in my heart to subside. I also get comfort from singing. Music is a way for me to communicate my pain to people. Now, I don't sing to people, because people suck, but just knowing, that if I really wanted to, I could get up and tell everyone the hurt I have experienced, that pleases me a great deal. Most Admired My hero is the guy that made root beer. I mean, whoever that was is a genious!!!!!!!!!! |